I got into an arguement today with my father. And what's funny, is that he is the biggest dildo in the world. Seriously the guy's a fuckin crack-up, cuz he thinks he's so damn wise. But really he acts like a fuckin idiot.
He and I were talking on the phone today, and as fucking usual he is going on and on, droning on and on about how I should live my life, and what I should do with my life. And as usual I sat there silent on the phone, just listening to him jabber on and on. And basically what started him going off on his rant, was the fact that I didn't want to join the Air Force, and that I felt like taking care of my life, and taking care of shit up here where I live. And he starts going on about how the Air Force would give me the discipline that I need and yada yada yada, like he was a fucking poster boy for the god damn armed forces. And at the end when I told him that I was going to try and solve stuff up here, he was like...
"Well..if that's what you decided then fine. But I am not sending you another fucking penny."
Those were his exact words. What did I say?
And then like the fuckin retard he is. He's all "Don't say alright to me motherfucker!" And his voice was all gritted and he said it in a low tone as if he was trying to hide his anger like someone was right near him or something. I'm like WTF?...So I say..
"Whatever Dad, I didn't call you to get a fuckin lecture. Bye. -click-"
Which I -know- that pissed him off. And then he calls me back and again he's angry as usual. And I had just fuckin had it. I told him to quit assuming so much shit about me. And that he really doesn't know a damn thing about me. Yeah I 'kinda' look like him (which I really don't, at least not that much. I don't look like anyone in my family.) But just because I may look like him and have a temper like he does. Doesn't mean I am like him completely. I have my own mindset and he has his...But anyway
So we had this arguement, and now he wants to get all tough like "Fine I'm gonna come up and get all my stuff there." Goin on about how he has property up here such as the Sofa and Loveseat. Well what I guess he doesn't understand is possession is 9/10 of the law. And after thirty days, this shit is mine. And I've been living here for over 30 days. So really none of this shit in here is his anymore, it's mine. And he can't come and get it, because if he does -want- to get it that bad. He'd have to commit B&E to get it. The most this man can do to me now is shut my cell phone off. Which is fine by me because I don't want anything to do with the man.
And I don't have a problem with keeping this shit even if he thinks it's his. Because him not having this furniture is not hurting him at all one bit. I need the furniture, and technically this shit is mine. He can try to take me to small claims court for it, but the problem with that is I have a witness that says this shit has been here for over 30 days. My name's on the lease, so he can't come in unless I allow him to.
So HA HA FUCK YOU DAD.
So once and for all I am completely on my own, and I'll be honest. Yes I will miss my little brother. But fuck..I hardly talked to him, and I know he's doing just fine. As for the rest of them, they can all kiss my ass. I'm sick and fucking tired of my Dad's shit, so what's gonna happen. Is he is gonna rally the rest of the family to hate me, and ya know what. I DON'T CARE. Because I have my own life to live, and I'll create my own family that loves me. And I'm already well on my way..-winks to Jordan-
I honestly don't know what else to say about this. Other than my father is a fucking child. And he just won't see it. He will sit there and cast judgement down on people all the damn time. And I've been witness to it, in regards to how he refers to people in the TRAILER PARK that he manages. He judges people, and on top of that he assumes so much. He assumed that my remark "Alright" was some kind of attitude. And I told him simply that I said alright because I understood why he didn't want to send me another dime. I understood why he couldn't and wouldn't help me monetarily. And because I understood, in his little mind, he thought that I was giving him attitude. Again an example that the man assumes too much. So in the end he wants to cut ties from me. -shrugs- That's cool with me. But I guess that just means that he doesn't want to get any of his shit back ever...
I'm actually smiling about this...I don't know why. Honestly before, I would feel like my world was coming down around me because he didn't want to have anything to do with me. But now I simply don't give a fuck. He can go sell his little digi-tags like the shady park manager he is, and that's that. I guess he doesn't understand that I've been witness to the amount of deception that he will go to. And now he's gonna get it all put back on him from me, because I am sick of his shit. He wants to be a dick, well then I'm gonna prove to him that I can be a bigger asshole than he is. And if he does commit B&E, then I will put his ass in jail for the felony...heh
I am so sick of it. That if he does commit B&E, I will put him, Lorraine (step-mom) and Phil (older bro) in jail, because they are going to be with him. Thus the are aiding and embeddin with a felonious act. Another thing is, people might say. "Well if you take them three away what's gonna happen with Nick?" (Little bro)...You wanna know what will happen to him? He'll go live with my mother down in florida where he'll have a much better life than living with my dickhead father. Who if he doesn't get it his way, he's willing to try and cripple a person. And that's what he's trying to do to me. And I'm not gonna allow him the chance too. I'll cripple him if he decides to try some shit...
Yeah...I'm fuckin done with him.